My thoughts......beware......

It is Friday and I was off of work. So I spent the day helping Leila get ready to leave for Ohio and watched Drew. Now I am house sitting...Alice and me. I have a major migraine that doesnt seem to want to go away. I have to work tomorrow...ugh. Work bites. Going to start writing again tomorrow and also start my diet. I have got to lose some weight. Guess that is all.

Peace.

Well, I had to work at 7am. Then I was supposed to go out with Eric but that fell through. I am kind of glad, but he wants to go out tomorrow instead. He is nice but I think he wants to date and I just want to be friends. Emily and me went to the mall and I finally bought a swimsuit. Emily bought a new outfit...really bright one too. Alice and me have to go to the Currence's house in the morning and get keys and whatnot since we are house sitting for a week. I work in GM at the store too next week. Hopefully that goes well. That is about it.

Peace.

It is July 5th. Had to work at 7am. Then went to Papa and Jan's for dinner and a movie. Now I am home doing this. Fun...real fun. I cant wait to go to Sarasota. I need a break from work. Then Aunt Sharon's wedding is the week after and I have to sing and whatnot. And then, August 1st, I start moving into my apartment. The next couple of weeks are going to be crazy. Donnie's brother-in-law, Eric, came in to work today. It seems as though he still has a thing for me. I dont get it. I am not anything that special and he only sees me at work in my work clothes. They want me to go out on the lake with them Thurs. Not sure if I want to go or not. Went to Matt's house yesterday. Talked more to his parents than him. I havent written anything for a while. I think I might start that again. I can see some fireworks out the window. Wonder if the ppl setting them off know that they are illegal. Ha.

Guess I am done for the night. Off of work tomorrow...maybe I will shop for a new swimsuit for the beach. Let you know how it went.

Peace.

Wow. I havent written since April. Not much is going on. I am home in AP and working at Kash n Karry 40 hours a week. So far not too much fun for the summer...just alot of work. Went to Tally to take Alice to camp. Saw Matt and Jeff and James and met the infamous Tim. Havent seen anyone from school, not even Alex. I miss her alot. Alex and I got the apartment that we wanted. We can start moving in August 1st. Neither of us will live there until later in the month. I cant wait for school to start again. I miss all my people and the crazy things we do. I miss Bible Study and Crave too. Emily and Daelem are still together and are talking about getting married. I think they will. I give them about 4 years...and then they will be married. Going to Sarasota in a couple weeks to see Uncle John and Aunt Margaret. While I am there, I am going to see Tiff. She has claimed me for 24 hours. I am sure we will have a great time together. I miss going dancing with her. We went and saw the fireworks today at the lake. They were really pretty. Seeing Emily and her bf and Hannah and her bf and all the other couples, it made me want someone next to me too. Oh well. Just gotta wait for God and be patient. Not much else is going on around here. Oh mom went back to school so she is taking some classes. That is a little weird...but whatever floats her boat. She is doing well so far. Ok, that is all.


Peace.

Today was a slow day. I woke up just in time to brush my teeth and go to philosophy class. Then i came back and fell asleep and missed chemistry...not that I mind. Then I went to the Student Health Center to discover the problem with my foot and they gave me freaking crutches!! Arrggghhh. I hate crutches. And I hate the way ppl look at you when you have them. Then I registered for my classes, talked to my mom, ate some food, and now I am about to do some stats hw. What a completely boring day. Eh, maybe tomorrow will be better.....or maybe not. Just gotta hope for the best.

Peace.

According to my computer, it is 1:16am. Last week was the first week back from spring break. I had three tests to come back to. It was not good. I think I officially hate school. Somebody told me today that I needed to find something to make me happy. So I guess that is my new mission. I'll let you know how it goes. I have a feeling that it might take a while. Ok. That is all.
Peace.

It has been a month since I have last written in this thing. That is a long time. I am not sure what to write. Last week was spring break. I spent some of it over at Alex's house and then the rest working and spending as much time with Keith as possible. It is weird. Keith and I never talked in high school. We weren't really friends. And then our senior year we started to get along. Now he comes home from school and we just hang out like there is no tomorrow. Odd. We even grew up in the same church and didn't talk. We have both changed alot since then I guess. He left Sunday to go back to Iowa and I really miss him. He isn't coming back for another 8 weeks!! Over spring break I missed Lauren, Alex, Jason, and some others alot too. I started missing Jason sending me AIMs saying "are you hungry?" or "wanna get lunch?" He is too cool. We actually went and ate dinner together tonight. He showed off to me his new $2.50 jacket and $1 hat. LOL.
I wonder if Kenny reads this thing anymore. He probably gave up cause I had not written in it for so long. *sigh* It is sad when you make your own life complicated. Anyway, if you do read this Kenny....you like your name in it I know....so, I hope you had an awesome spring break and what not and everything is cool on your side of the fence. I think that is all.

Peace.